"...Like there's nothing left"/Mixtapes

I was born diseased and undead
Got words crossing my head like tidal waves
I'm sickly composed of everything
that you ever wished not to dream
Blackjack lovers
"Only 21 and above"
Keeping it still
like a running mill
Don Quixote took the pills again
Fight it all
they can't stand it
they can't hide it
Got blood on my teeth
redefining poker face.
always looking for trouble in all the wrong places
well i finally got it right
speak to me by yourself
quoting you is always quoting somebody else

nightly blues
only bold times ahead.
I rip-off the copy cats
does that make me an original, instead?
nine lives later i'm just as lost
maybe time fell apart
maybe our lives are a loss
cracking skin and cracking glass
broken mirrors
bad luck spread across
the bed is the only place i feel safe
(i still smell your scent)
you left your hair in my pillowcase
and your make up smeared on my face
you whispered in my ear
"give it to me like there's nothing left"

snap my neck and don't give it back
blueandblackblueandblack
woke up feeling tired and alone
and fuck the sun
i'm tired of everyone
my tooth isn't the only thing that chipped
or snapped
(was that was your eyes blinking
or just the sound of a broken heart?)
the sequel to the start
ground zero for all the stars
leather love (tough as leather)
baby blossom lost her mind,
floating like a feather
fall apart baby girl
like the constitutions of my heart.
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you're so high off the pain
you won't feel a thing
and you won't ever know
things can't ever be the same
so even when you sing
the words were carved in stone
maybe i'm supposed to love you
but nothing is ever for sure
(my voice is the only tone
that i want to be ringing in your ears
for the rest of your life)

explode supernova, and be blown
rise high above me
and quote your favorite songs.
just like you do
my chemical romance knows your feelings
better than you seem to
take back sunday and leave your confessional
in the dashboard, high above the pedestal
pierce the veil - i'm a sinking ship
brand new love
don't let anything else make a sound
"...sugar we're going down"
we're not all killer klowns (directing it all)
so leave it all around
lost and found, glaciers and isles
they were never mine
can we just lay in peace, and in time
i'll be as cinematic
as your favorite sunrise.

(Midnight blues. don't mind anything i put here. will probably revisit this nonsense and cut the crap. i'm too tired to move or press a key to change it all)