dammit, boozer

i'm so tired of this calculus shit
i'm so tired of the rain
i'm so tired of being sick
i'm so tired of missing others
i'm so tired of feeling this
i'm so tired of all music
i'm so tired of the silence
i'm so tired of being tired
i'm so tired of being violent
i'm so tired of pushing over
i'm so tired of being stubborn
i'm so tired of not sleeping
i'm so tired of these pills i'm taking
i'm so tired of being tired
i'm so tired of loving one girl
i'm so tired of needing one girl
i'm so tired of being lonely
i'm so tired of all my homies
i'm so tired of this heat
it's not fucking summer why won't it quit
i'm so tired of my cat
i'm so tired of her claws
and her teeth and her kneading
i'm so tired of pleading
for another opportunity or chance
to not be so fucking childish
and ruin everything
i'm so tired of being tired
i'm so tired of all my A's
i'm so tired of failing tests
i'm so tired of being mediocre
i'm so tired of being sober
i'm so tired of drinking beer
after every shift
sulking in my fears
i'm so tired of my anxiety
i'm so tired of feeling confident
i'm so tired of these elevators
i'm not fucking outkast
i'm so tired of living blurs
i'm so tired of feeling cold
i'm so tired of changing my mind
every fucking day i realize
what i'm meant to do
or so i think
but it's not true
i'm just a sail-less ship
i'm so tired of just navigating
i'm so tired of swimming upstream
i'm so tired of failing my mother
i'm so tired of missing my father
i'm so tired of losing others
because i'm too self-loathing
they just can't stand it
i'm so tired of my writer's block
i'm so tired of ranting on
i'm so tired of living life
i'm so tired of wanting death
i'm so tired of myself
i'm so tired of being tired