started from the bottom

we're back at the start
two steps back every time
i said i had heartbreak coded dna
but i never thought this genetic defect
was passed down from the stems of the leaves
of the tree of the family that's been broken down
and yet i am to blame
"blood on the leaves"
my biological composition is the new prison complex
the new outbreak
and i am the carrier
patient zero
i'm going to set the world aflame
and i'll break every heart that's in my way
and it won't be even be intentional
it's just how i was made
my wiring is awry and the bomb squad is far too late
i time bomb
i'm going away
i wanted a hollywood suicide
but i guess my dreams will outlive my love
so dissolve me and drink me with a pill
cause i'm the heart of all that's wrong
and i've never known better but to live
i am just roadkill on the street